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July 12th, 2007
12:37 am
I really dont know where right and wrong stands in this whole matter.
Alls I know that if I could pic anyone in the world to kiss right now..famous, straight, whatever... it would still and always be Manoela...even if after today she wont speak to me ever again.
:-/
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October 20th, 2006
12:00 am
For the record if I don't talk about my feelings towards you, you probably just don't deserve to know.
Asking or trying to get me to admit things that aren't there is a)really annoying and b) a waste of time.
So happy I can say that honestly for once.
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September 29th, 2006
11:34 am
I love how the girl has gotten the habit of calling me in the MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT when I pretty much have no idea what I'm saying....
Stupid time difference.
Love drunk phone calls from Spain <3
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September 26th, 2006
06:33 pm - HELP!
I don't care who you are... if you stalk my livejournal.. you should also stalk my friends music page cuz she rocks!
www.myspace.com/lauracheadle
She needs your help since she had to redo her whole myspace site so please check her out and add her if you dig it.
Thanks loves!
Lemme know what you think of the music. Spread the word!
<3
Naomi
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September 24th, 2006
03:40 pm - HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE!!!!
So Michelle has to drink 21 beers today apparently....she's on number 5 and already feeling it. I have a feeling she's gonna die. I also have a feeling that the essay she has to write today wont make any sense whatsoever... but it's totally fiiiiiiiiiiine. You only turn 21 once. :)
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01:46 am - Brand New
and...Dashboard.
If they sell out before I get my hands on those tickets...i'll KILL.
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September 23rd, 2006
08:22 pm - This fits her so well...
Everybody knows you're a liar
Why dont I?
I just heard about your loving on the side
You're telling tall tales girl
Spinning webs too big to climb
Everybody knows you're a liar
Why don't I?
I always knew you were a
I always knew you were a
I always knew you were a fraud
You lied through your teeth
You're not at all, not at all what you seem
You're lying through your teeth
You're not at all, not at all what you seem
Girl you look so cheap
We've been passing you around
There's cheating on your lips
And you've been the talk of my town
Fix your mask girl
It's crooked on the sides
And everybody knows you're a liar
Why dont I?
Current Music: Head Automatica - Lying through your teeth
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August 30th, 2006
11:17 am
So I just wanted to update simply to express my excitement for tonight. I finally get to see Dan Strong who is base my favorite man in this continent. Woodyssssssssssss!!! I'm not gonna get to go too much this year so tonight should be awesome enough to last for a while.
I still need to get my ticket to John Mayer and Sheryl.... eek I'm so last minute. It's gonna be bitchin tho.
As for everything else....
My townhouse is pretty cool. I get to live with my favorites <3 It's about time I had my own room.
I miss people in Spain terribly but that's just how it is.
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August 28th, 2006
11:21 am - Who's lips my lips have kissed and where and why
...
John Mayer and Sheryl on Saturday?
YUP.
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July 13th, 2006
09:49 pm - "I fight like a girl"
"I fight like a girl who refuses to be a victim.
I fight like a girl who is tired of being
IGNORED and HUMORED and BEATEN and RAPED.
I fight like a girl who's sick
of not being taken seriously.
I fight like a girl who's been pushed too far.
I fight like a girl who OFFERS and
DEMANDS RESPECT.
I fight like a girl who has a lifetime of
ANGER and STRENGTH and PRIDE
pent up in her girly body.
I fight like a girl who doesn't believe in
FEAR and SUBMISSION.
I fight like a girl who knows that
THIS BODY and THIS MIND are mine.
I fight like a girl who knows that
YOU ONLY HAVE AS MUCH POWER
AS I GRANT YOU.
I fight like a girl who will never allow you
to take more than I offer.
I fight like a girl who FIGHTS BACK.
So next time you think you can
distract yourself
from your insecurities by victimizing a girl,
THINK AGAIN.
She may be ME and
I FIGHT LIKE A GIRL."
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09:33 pm - I
am not an open book.
That shit is a privilege.
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June 19th, 2006
01:27 am - Midnight Run.
I run.
It's 10:30 at night and I can't stop.
Thoughts of everything I left have all tumbled back into my mind.
This city. Its lights. It's beautiful at night.
Running is the only way to enjoy its calmness.
Coming home is like coming to see you, in a way.
The computer brings your name to the tips of my lips.
I want to scream you out of me but I can't.
Instead I lick my lips of the last of it and I head out to run.
It is 10:30 PM.
I run and the ocean breeze slaps the left side of my body.
I don't mind it.
It pushes me forward towards nothing,
but more so the thought of you does.
Questions bounce off walls inside me with uncontrollable speed.
I run in hopes for answers.
11 o'clock. Nothing.
I keep going.
Wondering if in this very moment you are going crazy too.
After all, you run just as much as I do.
More.
I wish the night delivered answers.
11:30 PM. Nothing.
My legs are numb but still picking up speed.
I cannot find what I want.
The memories creep and crawl through my veins.
I'm unsure why I started, but I run.
Uncertainty is suffocating.
The silence tonight hurts my eardrums.
And my heart.
I run, but it's getting hard to breathe.
I wish I could run fast enough to escape my thoughts.
I wish I could stop thinking
Why can't I figure this out?
When will you let me go?
Let us go.
I want it to end already.
Stop!
.....
It is 12 AM.
It's time to go home.
I.
Can.
Not.
Control.
You.
No more running.
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May 8th, 2006
05:03 pm
So let me just say that after walking around the city with Melissa, Woodys, Friday, Running to miss the train, the fashion show, equality forum and ESPECIALLY Gayball 2006.....
I CAN NOT FEEL MY LEGS. hahaha I'm so soar and tired. I came back last night and was so tired i could barely type... and that says a lot. lol
PS My wife and my gay hubby-- MVP'S. They kicked butt.
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May 6th, 2006
May 4th, 2006
02:01 pm - Woodys
So yesterday was insane amounts of fun. Exactly how I wanted it to be the last night before I went to Spain and left the gays behind. ::tear::
During the day me and Lissa took the train into the city and ate at Cosi which is just orgasmic. We walked to South St. so I could buy some clothes for Ayoze back home. After that we went to the Gallery and she tried on a bunch of Guess stuff and ended up buying two really cute tops.
Dan come over around 6 and we just hung out and talked for a while. We went over to Cait's and she made us a delicious dinner that consisted of Tot's and Mac and Cheese...seriously, what else do you really need. :) Oh! and we watched these cartoons that Dan brough that were kinda sorta hysterical. I forget what its called but its like a reality show but with cartoons. First episode and there was already lesbian action. haha
AFter that we went to Wawa for some essentials and picked up Emily at St. Jo's. Started drinking at Caits when we got back. Kings was actually really fun and wen went thru the deck without getting sick of it. lol I love those kids. Needless to say everyone got wasted. Melissa got back from work and joined in and then Jamie and Toni came so it was a good time getting ready to go out. That's kinda my favorite part about clubbing to be honest...just pregaming and getting ready with ur friends. Dan wore his sexy camo pants that make me cream. haha
Anyways we headed down in two cars while singing out hearts out to Rent's 'Take Me or Leave Me' which is like the best song ever. Maria also came but sadly she didn't pregame with us :( Parked and drank some more in Dan's car and proceeded to take 100 pics of us sticking our tongues out and whatnot.
At the club we saw Charlie and Alicia and Mike and the regular peoples that are always there. I must say Dan got the most action out of the night seeing as how he kissed 4 girls. hahaha One of whom I would of never seen it coming which made my night. (:) She's my fav.) Everybody looked sexy as hell that I went with I must admit. Some stud girls kept hitting on Cait when she sat down. haha Cait was so much fun too that girl cracks me up. Unfortunately she felt a little sick towards the end so she didn't have as much fun as I would of wanted her too. Everything else was a blast. I'm glad everybody came...(except my Wife but its okay cuz i get to see her Sunday. YAY!)
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11:45 am
MASTAMIND360: when the straights go away the gays can play lol
NutinButTreble: hahahaha
MASTAMIND360: and when we were leaving THE STUD!!!
NutinButTreble: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
NutinButTreble: OH SHIT!
NutinButTreble: i forgot about the stud
MASTAMIND360: lol
NutinButTreble: LOL!
NutinButTreble: the stud invited us to a party after pride
NutinButTreble: lol
NutinButTreble: i think the stud liked caitlin :)
NutinButTreble: i'm gonna try not look too girly on sunday cuz EVEN AT PRIDE girls can't tell i'm gay
MASTAMIND360: ya know its true
MASTAMIND360: u slipped under my radar and im usually on point
NutinButTreble: yea and i'm not really girly which is the weird part.
MASTAMIND360: i think its cuz yer actually a tv lesbo... i didnt think they really existed
MASTAMIND360: yeah now that i know u i can c it
MASTAMIND360: but not if i didnt like talk to u
NutinButTreble: what is a TV lesbo?
MASTAMIND360: ummm like what a lesbian looks like in the media
MASTAMIND360: aka not ILK
What the hell is a TV Lesbo can somebody explain this to me???
Maria cracks me up <3333
i gotta update on last night but I'm not feeling it right now.
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April 28th, 2006
07:09 pm - I just realized
I've never been IN love...but my heart has been broken twice.
I didn't think that was possible.
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April 24th, 2006
01:18 am
So my good friend Laura was on the radio for two hours tonight cohosting and playing her songs to promote her new CD.... and I somehow thought it would be a good idea to call pretending to be a huge fan (well i am but still). Anyways leave it to me to call the radio station and ask 'is this the radio?'. I didn't even realize this until Laura and her dad called me afterwards making fun of me. They're never going to let me live that down. Hahaha I'm so shy at the worst moments. And then to make matters worse (and thankfully this happened when I was on speakerphone with them, but not on the air)-- the guy or laura I forget asked me if I liked the song Replaying that they had just played of hers and my answer, of course was "Oh yea. I creamed." WHO SAYS THAT TO A RANDOM PERSON ON THE RADIO. ME, OF COURSE. Cuz I dont know how to talk to people in a 'serious' or 'professional' manor. Thankfully I dont think the guy noticed. Anyways it kinda sorta made my night. I was really amused. I think Laura and her dad were more amused because I was so dumb. oH well. <3
The End.
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April 23rd, 2006
April 19th, 2006
12:55 am
I love the fact that I never really plan on going to Woodys. Most of the time cuz I dont feel like going and then come monday or tuesday dan will IM me and say "so...i kinda feel like going to woodys. i'm not going to lie" and then i'll be like "i kinda really wanna go too". EVERY SINGLE WEEK it seems.
This week I actually wanted to go cuz Lissa's game and he wasn't feeling it on sunday and yes, Tuesday came and he was like "i'm kinda really excited about tomorrow"
Tuesdays never fail. I love it.
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